Ii have been making a series of bad choice and horrible decisions. i have had a lot af issues before this occured. i was abused as a child, then i chose to marry an abusive man. i feel in love with another guy and found out he was a girl. you name it it has happened. i really want to break this cycle of drama in my life. i want to become a person that i and others will admire instead of what i am right now. at this point i have two men who both claim to love me very deeply, but because of my track record im not sure, or rather i am afraid of being fooled by them. im afraid that down the road i will end up hurt and after the death of my boys i cant take the pain anymore
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I'm so sorry to hear of your loss.
I'm going to suggest something interesting to you. Put yourself in the company of people whom you admire and want to live like. They're going to seem like strangers at first and not the kinds of people you feel comfortable with, but as you get to know them you'll see a shift in the way you view your reality.
You can get close to winners in a few different ways:
Join a gym
Work for an office where people love helping others... like a hospital or a church (if you're into that)
Or if you have the luxury of some time, volunteer some time at your local battered women's shelter or Red Cross.
Often when we give to, or help others WE're the ones who get the most.
This will shake up your views of reality and show you the strengths of others and the positive ways that they deal with adversity or even the way they avoid it.
Good luck to you. You sound like you really want to turn your life around and when there's a will, there's a way.
sorry to hear that. you need to quit living in the past. start living for tomorrow. whats wrong w/ loving another woman? or which of these men show they care the most %26 make you happy?
happiness is a choice. - just choose
your life can change.. change is easy - its just one word
Don't we all make bad choices one or several tymes in our lives? Of course we do. But thanx god we also learn from our mistakes. After everything you've been through, I can imagine why you have the doubts that you have. Maybe you ought to get in touch with one of the groups of people who have lost their beloved ones. I'm thinking you mite need professional help.
sorry to hear of you loss===as for the present issues ==do things for you, not to please others only =you are what counts here and until you can get that part straightened up you won't succeed at the other=you are going to also learn again how to trust others=not all men are bad =there are some pretty nice guys out there and one of those 2 you are seeing now,you are going to have to decide which one you want to spend a lot of time with him=don't rush into it though okay and good luck
be surprised at what you can take. You took that, you'll take whatever comes. Live your life as best you can without fear. Professional help is appropriate for you.
getting alot of counselling will do you a world of good,with all the bad luck you've had in all the years,very sorry to hear about your two boys. i think you need some time to yourself and get your thoughts together on how you want to go about your future.all the best to you and hopefully good luck is waiting around the corner.
i hope u look forward not the backward. Try to discuss ur depression to the person u trust the most and start the new beginning Ok.
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